I have nothing to write about. Sorry.

People have been asking about my posting problems. I haven't posted on either blog since before Halloween, and I feel guilty. I have had things to write about, its just that I have NO TIME to post them. I've hardly been on the computer, let alone had time to write a lengthy update on the life of Patch. And now nothing I wanted to write about is even applicable, so I have no business here, really.

Oh yeah. Christmas. I've also been asked about Christmas. Well, nothing interesting there, either. Rubber ducks are cool, Hungry Hungry Hippos is fun, the movie Up was awesome, and Kipper is my favorite animated dog. So yeah. Rubber ducks, Hungry Hungry Hippos (the board game), the dvd for Up, and Kipper the Dog dvds are ideas. Also anything marine biology related is always good.

That's about all I can say. Sorry it wasn't very interesting. Just letting you know I'm still alive.

Adios,
Patch

Oooooh yes.

Ayup. That'll be me on that wonderful October 31st. Or maybe, since it is supposed to be a "scary" day, This'll be me:

Personally, I think I'd rather be the former, but who knows? Anywayz, here's (possibly... hopefully) my ah-mazing mask.

Woo-hoo!!! Now I just have to find a costume that isn't totally idiotic...

Hand animals, anyone?

They poop everywhere.
They destroy everything.
They are unloved.
They are the Hand Animals.

On Snuffles:

I say: Snuffs-a-lot is just the sweetest little creature. She's so cute wid her wittle head and hew sweet wittle teef an when she washes hersewf she wicks my wittle fingews!!! Oooooh Snuffy!!!

They say: Oh no. She ruined the curtains! Ugh. And now there's rat crap everywhere. This is disgusting. Let's get rid of her.

On Gracie:

Kitty says: Gracie-butt is such a good bird. She didn't draw blood today!! Look how cute she is in the tupperware taking a bath!! Look at her grooming in my hand!!! Ooooooh little chest bird!!!!

They say: Oh no. She ruined the earings! Ugh. And now there's bird crap everywhere. This is disgusting. Let's get rid of her.

SAVE THE HAND ANIMALS!!!!

Never mind.

Das right. Forget what I said before. 'S not brighter. Why, you ask? I'll tell ya why. Well, sorta.

1. Gabby? In Texas. Not coming back. Sure, we talk. But it's not the same as seeing her every day at school. I still buy two Switches like I did the last two years, one for me and one for Gabbzz. Of course, I wouldn't mind drinking the extra, but it just doesn't feel right anymore.
2. Me and my other friends just aren't as close anymore. Gabby brought all of us together, and now without her we're all kinda distant. Jessi commented on this the other day saying, "Last year we had, like, 30 people around us, and now there's like, 4."
3. I can't really write this one. Only like, two people know this. Only two people can know this. My mom and Anja.

Okay, so now you (kinda) know.

Happy!

The world just became a little brighter. I can't exactly say why right now, for fear of someone reading this, but I can say. . .

WOO-HOO!!!!!!!!

:-(

Yesterday-The Beatles.
21 Guns-Green Day
Creep-Radiohead

BASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I STARTED BASS LESSONS TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bass is officially my favorite thing in the world. Other than the obvious animals and Eeyore. And Unicorns. And my iPod. And Orzo.

Okay so maybe its just my favorite instrument. But it's totally awesome. Super fun. And my teacher is super nice and funny and such. His name's Collin. He's hilarious and calls the D string Dynamite. Woo-hoo, bass!!!!!


. . . And I have another lesson on Friday!!!




. . . after piano. But at least I'll have motivation!!!! lol

Music *or* Around

My mind is full.
My head is heavy.

I don't want to have to deeply ponder things.
I want to drown out my thoughts with loud, meaningless sounds. Therefore, I turn on KIIS fm.


My mind is full.
My head is heavy.

I don't want to cover up my feelings with party music, when I'm not in a party mood at all.
I want to listen to songs that perfectly describe how I feel. I turn to my iPod playlist "On-the-Go 35".


My mind is full.
My head is heavy.

I don't want to talk about what's going on; what's got me feeling like this.
I want to talk around what's going on. I'd rather not really mention it, but just kind of deal with it. So I write this post.

Pie . . . or rather Art

Many of you are unaware of my love for pie. Haha just kidding!! EVERYONE knows that. Even Obama the Awesome.

Starting over. . .


Many of you are unaware of my love for painting and such. I always paint abstract, and usually keep them to myself and my mom (because she helps me set up and clean after). I recently was inspired to do a modern art project after a trip to Home Depot. I was inspired by Jeff Koons after seeing his work at LACMA. Mine consists of a chain link fence (much like the one in the above picture, only smaller) spray painted in apple red and black. On the fence (kinda like the inflatables on the pic) are a womens' and mens' bathroom signs. They are painted in opposite red and black (ex. The woman and WOMEN are in red, background of circle is black, and vice-versa on the mens'). It signifies . . . oh, I'll leave that part for later. When I finish this project, I will be sure to post a picture of it, as well as what it signifies.

'Till my next post,
Patchy

It’s about time I write an unhappy post.*

Who am I kidding? I’m not always happy. Is anyone? Show me one person out there who’s always been happy. See? You can’t. There isn’t anyone out there that’s constantly happy.

Sometimes, when I’m feeling down, I’ll just call my voicemail. It’s best if I have no new messages or any old ones. Then I can just listen.

That lady, the voicemail one, with the nice, calm voice? She seems to know that you can’t always be happy. She doesn’t sound very happy herself. But you can hear a slight smile if you listen. And when you feel like no one cares? She talks all about YOUR new messages. YOUR saved messages. YOUR voicemail. It’s all about you. And she always says that nice little “good-bye” that no one ever says anymore. Now it’s just a “bye”. A “bye” that seems to care less whether it’s good or not. It’s just how you end a conversation that’s lost its interest. But when the voicemail lady says “good-bye”, you might actually feel like it’s going to be a good “bye”. That it’ll be okay. That, in the end, it really will be good.

Now, my cell phone is dead. Literally. It broke. AGAIN. I tried just now calling my mom’s voicemail on her phone, and it wasn’t the same. The lady was detached, not caring about my mom’s voicemails the way my voicemail-lady cares about mine. Her “good-bye” felt rushed, like she had better things to do than wish you well. She had no feeling, no humanity. She was totally robotic.

I hope my phone is fixed soon :-/



*This was supposed to be posted last night.

THIS kind of stuff is going on HERE???

Last night, my stepdad Mituzi was taking me and my mom to an Italian resturant for my mom's birthday dinner, and when we got out of the car, Mituzi spotted a video case-thingy for Sandlot. He was going to throw it out if it was empty being the green-soul he is, but guess what? There was no video tape in it, but it wasn't empty either! There, in a case for Sandlot, a KID movie, in front of our very eyes, was a lighter and two pot-pipes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We FREAKED once we realized what they were!!!!!!! SO freaky and creepy that they were THERE. In SANDLOT. And it wasn't even in a dark, shady alley. It was just in front of a nice, fancy resturant. NEAR OUR HOUSE. Isnt it scary that kind of stuff is going on so near us? That it could be anywhere? That a little kid could have picked them up??? Creepiest night ever, man. Dang FRIGHTNING.

This is TOTALLY pimpin

Now ^THIS^ is why I'm hot!!

My version of this mv is soooooooo much better than the original!!

I'm not quite sure what to write about, so i'm hoping something interesting will just come out.

last week, i went into the Apple store at the mall and went on one of the really big Macs. So, i go to check my blog, and as soon as the page comes up, there's this HUGE, VICIOUS-LOOKING PICTURE OF PALIN TAKING UP THE ENTIRE SCREEN!!! ugh. that's the last time I put a hideous picture of some wolf-slaughtering lady first on my blog. dumb, dumb me. when will i ever learn? :-P

my enemy read all my journals when we were still friends and now im afraid she might tell everyone what she read....im scared!!

i had a weird dream last night. the part i remember best is when i was with this kinda nice lady and she had to wait with me in this super scary and dangerous place. i thought she might be bad at first, but after a while she got nicer and i got to know her better. then she kinda reminded me of Tricia. WEIRD!!!

well, i'm kind of disappointed that nothing interesting and compelling came out, but now i think im going to go do something more productive, so goodbye.

Random Questions and Answers (made cuz im bored)

Are you bored right now? I sure am!!


When have you been most bored? For me it was when I had to sit in the exact same spot for 3 hours straight with only my cell and an iPod that only had country songs on it!!!


How did you cure your boredom? I got picked up from that horrible place!!


Do you like muffins? No. I LOVE MUFFINS!!!!


Do you like frosting? Not alone, but its good on cupcakes in moderation.


Is it just me, or do you like to say muffin too? MUFFIN MUFFIN MUFFIM MUFFIN!!!


What is your favorite type of pie? DUTCH APPLE PIE!!!


Whats the latest you've ever stayed up? 9 am!! (the next day; i was a total zombie for DAYS)


Team Edward or Team Jacob? Neither; Team Taylor (Lautner; he plays Jacob in Twilight)!!

(Some of) My fave pictures EVA. (This took me forever to do because Blogger hates me.)

Just read my "Palin Girl" lyrics. Those say it all.

I absolutely ADORE Charlie the Unicorn!!!

Me and my bffls are totally OBSESSED with Taylor Lautner (a.k.a. Jacob Black!!!)

This maybe my favorite picture of all. I don't think I've shared this with most of you before, but I have a burning passion to be a marine biologist one day. A writer/photographer/artist/marine biologist. Yup. I have quite a few aspirations, though most will be mainly hobbies for me, while I am busy pursuing the amazing science of marine life. Oooooo, I'm getting excited already!!! :-D